"The Worst Death is the end of Hope"

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

A begining but NO end. I mean YES it will have an end though hmmm

I'm one of those people who start something and rarely finish it.  So I haven't been on here because I avoid it like the plague. Which in fact is not smart.  Especially since this blog helps me so you can assume that I have not been doing good since I last posted since I have been silent.  Silence means I have been making wrong choice and want to avoid reality therefore food is my escape.  I get frustrated at myself and then go into despair and revert back to eating poorly because I am tired emotionally drained or ect... I have been making an effort the last two days to get up at 5:30 and I like it.  That just means I must go to bed earlier and I like that feeling.  I need to have a plan in order to succeed and am trying to act out that plan this week.  Thinking ahead before meals and making sure I have healthier options rather than junk food or eat too much.  Water is my friend!

I swam an hour yesterday (actually 1 hr 45 min but take 45 min off for the not very active times)
I walked 1.5 miles as well

Today I swam 45 minutes 

Tomorrow hoping to swim and maybe a walk in the AM

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